now baby

he was beautiful/
both inside and out/
and his smile/
it made /
everything else /
seem dull/

she was innocent/
and shy/
like a doe/
upon the riverbank/
on the spring dew/

he held out his hand/
held hers/
reassuringly/
made her feel safe/

they walked slowly/
down the sandy shore/
in mutual silence/
with his coat draped/
 over her shoulders/

they sit on a stump/
he flings his hands over her/
protectively/
holding her close/
keeping her warm/s

she watches the waves/
bounce up and down/
and he watches her/
trailing his finger/
over her lovely face/

she takes his finger/
sucks it slow/
he inhales his breathe fast/
ravages her with a deep kiss/

he cups her breasts/
teases her nipples/
 over the flimsy /
material of her dress/
till they stand up straight/
and her breasts are engorged/

she moans/
arching her back/
kissing him back/
with equal savage need/

he trails his kisses/
down the curve/
 of her neck/
his hands/
cupping her buttocks/
pushing he roughly/
against his hardness/

he strips her fast/
moaning her name with need/
till she stands naked before him/
and he looks at her awed/

he lays her on the quilt/
starts kissing her/
till her lips are swollen/
and she is begging for more/

he parts her legs/
parts her with his artful tongue/
teases her center over and over/
till she is crying out his name/

she is dripping wet/
he pushes his finger/
 slowly into her/
as he keeps teasing her/
till she cums /
in uncontrolled spasms/
that rock her body/
 over and over/

he then takes his clothes off/
penetrates her/
to the hilt/
as she clings to him/

he makes love to her/
slowly/
gliding in and out/
 tormentingly slow/
making her feel him all over her senses/
beg for him not to stop/

he moves in and out slowly/
making her scream every time/
beg for more of him/
but he/
the master lover/
always teasing/

then he picks pace/
rides her fast/
as she clings/
 and digs her nails/
 into his back/
until with a shudder/
and muffled moan/
he murmurs teasingly/
with a glazed look/
 in his eyes/
now baby...

cast in stone

carnal sins abound my thoughts/

invade my dreams/

and it gets harder/

to imagine /

life without his touch/ 

he takes my face in his hands/

looks into my eyes deep/

in heavy concentration/

then with a smile/ 

 he whispers/

I'll never lose you my love/

am overwhelmed/

by deep emotions i can't describe/

my defenses are torn/

and i fling  my arms at his neck/

in an endless kiss/

a kiss so charged/

a kiss so intense/

 

he holds me to his chest/

i revel in the embrace/

his gentle hands rub my back/

and i dissolve in the moment/

of utter hopelessness/

 and earnest confessions of love/

he holds me captive/

am a willing prisoner/

to the desires of my heart/

and he the strict guardian/

of our love nest/

a nest of promise/

a nest of lust and love/

 

his scent is heaven/

his touch is pure delight/

and his words.../

his words complete me/

his words touch my core/

his words soothe me/

his words caress me/

 

we are trapped in time/

the world left behind/

our thoughts intertwined/

in heavenly delight/

and  utter completion/

and perfect synchrony/

 

his tongue teases my ear/

tracing a line down my neck/

through the curves/

down yonder/

and am left/

trembling in pleasure/

with wanton abandon/

i pull astride him/

and claim him/

as he takes me to the hilt/

and releases a silent moan/

that tears through my soul/

my heart is like a free bird/

singing of love/

a love so perfect/

a love so true/

a love that wont stop/

a love cast in stone/

 

he washes me in the heat of his words/

gets my blood hot/

and my soul wanting/

wanting of more/

because i know/

it will always be right/

the two of us/

forever/ 

rhapsody

his fingers curl/

over mine/

in hot passion/

and a need so raw/

a rhapsody of passion/

throbbing on the center/

a searing kiss/

overwhelms my tender emotions/

his fingers move/

through every inch of my skin/

and a shiver of excitement/

rushes through my spine/

it's like drinking/

a cup/

brimming/ 

of desire/

a heady sensation/

as he claims my lips/

in a possessive kiss/

branding me his/

i move my hips/

following his hands/

and he smiles/

a lazy dimpled smile/

i don't want tender kisses today/

i want you to take me/

and fill me/

as though am the reason/

 of your very existence/

as if reading my thoughts/

he ravages my lips/

with savage need/

taking my breath away/

he imprints his love/

on my naked skin/

and trails his kisses/

all over my my body/

i clutch at him/

digging my fingers into him/

clasping for control/

but i already lost it at his touch/

it's a slow journey/

am sighing and moaning/

he is smiling at me/

my back is arched/

my eyes almost closed/

i scream his name/

it's the song on my lips/

as we both go/

straight over the edge/

our hearts beat/

in synchrony/

a blissful symphony/

of love and desire/

i lay in his chest/

smile again/

then kiss the lips/

the lips of love/

 

 

 

check mate

i see you

not in flesh

but in my dreams

and wake up gasping for breath

it's intense

it always was

and now i have to clutch

to a broken dream

the image goes hazy

i think am dizzy

or am dazed

eyes glazed

i blink again

the lights are on

am staring at the fan

it was a dream

i look at my watch

it's quarter past noon

i saw the moon

in my gloom

i sit up slow

pick the notebook

see the entry

it's April 1st

my first entry

i turn it over

look at it closer

as if expecting it to speak

and give me closure

i clutch it to my heart

close my eyes in despair

look at the only poem in there

untitled

i go over it again

the events

some pieces are missing

i can't  solve the puzzle

maybe i don't grasp

the rules of the game

or am too daft

to know i lost

my muse

there are so  many vivid memories

but yours have more clarity

some are taunting and mocking

but mostly making me miss you

it's not that i didn't want to try anymore

it seemed to bring more pain than mend things

tear us more apart than bring us close

i had to face the truth

that it was over and done with

love is a destination

two people may take different routes  to get there

but if the destination is meant to be the same

they will finally meet

you are still my muse

even though you left

and i pretend am okay

because it's better that way

i need a detox

but i know it wont work 

because you left a mark

and a gaping ache in my heart

i was too much to you

to much pain and betrayal

i deserve the pain i feel

for making things worse than better

the problem is that i crave you

i crave your touch and scent

i crave your fulfillment of my desires

and the times we had together

losing you was my biggest fear

but the eventuality hurt more

and now am making changes in my life

so i can be better in the future

deep kisses

scented desires/

lit candles/

littered roses/

rich wine/

held hands/

promising looks/

undivided attention/

captivating laughter/

background music/

made of synching heartbeats/

deep laughter/

the promise of more/

haste departure/

feels like an eternity/

but it's just ten minutes/

and the door closes behind/

strewn clothes/

leave a telling tale/

a bra here and a thong there/

the coffee table overturned in haste/

deep kisses/

ravaging kisses/

lingering kisses/

tender kisses/

 slow lovemaking/

she gasps/

he slowly takes time/

to learn her body/

his tongue lingers/

she starts to tremble/

pulling at the sheets/

and whispering his name/

he watches her/

as he slowly teases her womanhood/

and brings her to orgasm/

again and again/

he seems to be punishing her/

doesn't once hold her/

just his tongue on her/

as she moans in delight/

when she can't take no more/

he takes her to the hilt/

she cries out over again/

as she reaches the peak over and over/

he makes slow love to her/

exploring every part of her/

and she whimpers in ecstasy/

asking for more and more/

he shudders in delight/

slowly moans her name/

now! he gasps

they go over the cliff together/

and fall asleep spent/

plate of love

as time flies/
and the memory fades/
into the noisy background/
i glimpse a reflection/
of the gnawed pages/
half burnt on the edges/
with coffee stains on the ledges/


a shadow crosses/
it's a ghost of the past/
on a trip to the present/
a smile forms/
a giggle accompanies/
then a great laugh/


the pieces now fit/
the music has a great tune/
the days are fuller/
time and days have passed/
the coffee stain  still untouched/
the half burnt pages still on the table/
the story still unfinished/
the midnight oil still burns/
the wheels of life and fate move undettered/


i pick the draft/
slowly throw it in the dustbin/
it's a story of how it began/
i don't have the conclusion yet/
i don't need one/
i already know how it will end/
i touch the coffee stain/
and smile at  the memory/


i pick the mug/
the coffee has gone cold/
dido's song comes to mind/
a load of memories come with it/
one day you'll know why/
those were the parting words/
i think i already know/


a plate of love/
a glass of care/
a spoonfull of trust/
spiced with enthsiasm/
am already full/
i sigh with delight/
it has been worth it/

roses and coffee

the story of life

an interesting journey

you meet and need

you find you lose

the first chapter

leads me on

it's a captivating read

then i shut it close

i don't want to know the end

what if my favorite character say, dies?

gasp!

I'll leave it on the shelf

intriguing read

i pick and begin

some left and were gone

some left and stayed

the main character

captivates me to keep reading

then suddenly i put it back again

i don't want to know

some memories ought to live on

some desires ought to be fanned

but amnesia differentiates

between the good and the bad

i take the book

there is a bookmark

i open it

it's a chapter about me

how did he know?

the facts are right

the truths taunting

wait, he lived that part

i slowly close it

it's the familiar smell of coffee

he hands me the mug

and a rose

it's been a while

i get lost in the memories...

of a darker time

and my eyes cloud

i shut it close

take out a match

hesitate for a while 

then i light it up

the flames light up

i try to salvage it

but the tongues of fire burn

so i decide to let it go 

before i get burned

empty boulevard

 

 

 

 

it's been three months now/

three long months/

uncertainty has been knocking/

knocking incessantly/

but what's the point/

it would be a crowded household/

with all the doubts and second thought/

feeding off my mind/

so i go through it/

one more time/

but that's a lie/

it wont be the last time/

the boulevard of broken dreams/

its overgrown/

and haunted/

the ghosts of shattered dreams /

make for bad company/

a shudder runs up my spine/

i remember this place/

it was my favorite place/

i thought i would own it one day/

then i see that face/

the one in my nightmares/

it's laughing/

a hollow laugh/

i let out a loud gasp/

why does that face make me gasp?/

oh, wait?/

that was my biggest mistake/

i decide to walk out of the ruins/

the cold is too much/

am shivering from the soul outwards/

am closing this door/

i should have done that sooner/

but i fancied a remodeling/

but of course it would never be/

it was never meant to be/

somehow i feel lighter/

the sun feels warmer/

the bird sing louder/

and the day looks brighter/

 the time is the present/

the memories still make my heart ache/

once in a while/

but the pain has dulled with time/

i look at the image on the mirror/

i like the reflection/

it has been a long struggle/

but a worthy cause/