it's been three months now/
three long months/
uncertainty has been knocking/
knocking incessantly/
but what's the point/
it would be a crowded household/
with all the doubts and second thought/
feeding off my mind/
so i go through it/
one more time/
but that's a lie/
it wont be the last time/
the boulevard of broken dreams/
its overgrown/
and haunted/
the ghosts of shattered dreams /
make for bad company/
a shudder runs up my spine/
i remember this place/
it was my favorite place/
i thought i would own it one day/
then i see that face/
the one in my nightmares/
it's laughing/
a hollow laugh/
i let out a loud gasp/
why does that face make me gasp?/
oh, wait?/
that was my biggest mistake/
i decide to walk out of the ruins/
the cold is too much/
am shivering from the soul outwards/
am closing this door/
i should have done that sooner/
but i fancied a remodeling/
but of course it would never be/
it was never meant to be/
somehow i feel lighter/
the sun feels warmer/
the bird sing louder/
and the day looks brighter/
the time is the present/
the memories still make my heart ache/
once in a while/
but the pain has dulled with time/
i look at the image on the mirror/
i like the reflection/
it has been a long struggle/
but a worthy cause/
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